Japaholics Anonymous

My faith in pretty much everything is being shaken right now. I think something snapped inside of me today. I shouldn't have said some things out loud today that I did. All my layers that I built up over the years are starting to peel. Like an onion. I am really rather angry at society. I am angry at a lot of things right now. This weekend just started all the peeling, I guess. I'm afraid I will turn into a monster in the next year or so.
I am interested in how it will turn out.

Ice cream cones and aquarius signs.
I'm just a two faced idiot.
Please forgive me.