Sunday, July 01, 2007
Basic Emo Post
Sometimes, I really think it would have been better for my dad to never have met my mom. Maybe mom would still be alive. I really don't care about myself.
I don't feel like I am part of the family right now. There's a big rift between the half-breed and his white sisters.
I really don't feel a part of anything anymore.
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I don't feel like I am part of the family right now. There's a big rift between the half-breed and his white sisters.
I really don't feel a part of anything anymore.
Monday, July 31, 2006
Everytime I talk to my dad now, it always seems to end out in him yelling at me. This will help me in my transition to college life because I won't want to deal with him anymore. I never seem to do anything right for him. I never get a word of thanks from him for anything. It really pisses me off. I wish sometimes I could get this all out to him but that would cause too much trouble and he is helping pay for college.
So when I'm in the real world, I'm never going to speak to him again for making me choose the medical field. It will be bliss.
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So when I'm in the real world, I'm never going to speak to him again for making me choose the medical field. It will be bliss.
Monday, May 08, 2006
Damn it, if people make out and do other things, it shouldn't be when they are drunk! It kind of takes away the meaning from it.
Didn't know I felt like that about things like that but there it is.
So I'm listening to a mix tape right now from the end of sophemore year and I have got to say, good stuff.
I am going to finish studying for some finals now.
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Didn't know I felt like that about things like that but there it is.
So I'm listening to a mix tape right now from the end of sophemore year and I have got to say, good stuff.
I am going to finish studying for some finals now.
Monday, November 28, 2005
Girl Is Beautiful
OH MY GOD!!!!!!! ANDREW W.K. IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
hAHAHA!
I really don't like writing entries about feelings in general because its out there on the web, you know? SO with that, a happy entry.
I'm #1 on the team right now.
Got 36th in the race.
Got a 18:36 for my time!
Not bad for the new Stephan Monster.
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I'm #1 on the team right now.
Got 36th in the race.
Got a 18:36 for my time!
Not bad for the new Stephan Monster.
Monday, August 29, 2005
Agh.
My faith in pretty much everything is being shaken right now. I think something snapped inside of me today. I shouldn't have said some things out loud today that I did. All my layers that I built up over the years are starting to peel. Like an onion. I am really rather angry at society. I am angry at a lot of things right now. This weekend just started all the peeling, I guess. I'm afraid I will turn into a monster in the next year or so.
I am interested in how it will turn out.
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I am interested in how it will turn out.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Ice cream cones and aquarius signs.
I'm just a two faced idiot.
Please forgive me.
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I'm just a two faced idiot.
Please forgive me.
